Monday, 17 February 2014

My meditation today: 11:30 am (40 minutes)
Mantra meditation 6 pm (15 minutes)


I had a great meditation today. I realize I have made much progress. I listened to my voice-journal that I had recorded a year ago. Wow - what a miserable being I was then! I realize that the pain is no way near as intensive as it was a year ago. 

Last night I was guided into numerology. I find it fascinating - in all its craziness. I am realizing that that God speaks to us wherever we want to listen to her. She speaks us through whichever channel we choose to listen to. This is why there is so much truth in astrology or psychic readings or numerology. It does not matter which medium you choose, if you want to hear the truth, the truth comes to you!

Wow! That is such a fantastic realization! You never need to worry about taking a wrong path. 

Having said this and after receiving my free numerology reading  that gave me 4 as my life path number, I am a bit disappointed. The reading could not have been further from truth. I am nothing like a four! Fours are effective, organized, have excellent managerial and administrative skills and are "slow but steady". Seems like numerology is not my thing, after all. 

I am hugely disappointed because this flushes my theory of truth coming to us through whichever channel we choose, down the 
toilet. Baaaaah!

I have to digest this a little. In the meantime I ponder the following Abraham message that I received today:   

Your conclusion that there isn't enough of something—whether it is enough land, or money, or clarity—stems from you learning, without meaning to, a vibration that holds you apart from what you want. There is no limitation. If you identify a desire for it, Source recognizes your desire, and immediately begins to deliver it to you. And it will manifest in the variety, in the fullness, and in the way that you, and only you, learn to allow 
it. -Abraham




This image was posted on our facebook group site today. I so needed to read this because I am struggling right now. I am restless and nervous and anxious. I am waiting for something to happen and I find it hard to stay present. And yet I must, I know it.

Maybe this is just part of the process?
....

I am going to do an intention meditation tonight. I need to get clarity. I need to find focus. I know that I cannot force these things to happen but I am willing to go with the flow. I know releasing the resistance is the key. What am I resisting? I would love to have my business and a life partner. Why am I not manifesting anything? Why am I so lost? 



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