My meditation today:12:30 pm (15 minutes Gratitude meditation, 15 minutes Healing meditation, 40 minutes sitting)

I had a most amazing meditation session. I started with Sarah´s guided meditations and continued with my usual sitting. It was very intense, almost scary! I saw images, colors, things floating from right to left. I had an experience of transcendence. I noticed that I was getting a bit fearful of what might be happening in my brain but managed to release the fear. 

I am sitting on my bed now, listening to Pärt´s music that is like balm to my soul. 

I realize I have taken a big leap towards awakening. I read the Lesson 8 texts and everything was again very accurate. I needed to read that. I needed to hear Sarah´s story about desires and how you only desire things that you are meant to have. I read about the mystics and the peak experience and their need to be alone, in solitude. I have been alone for some time now and I really know I need it.

I will go to an art exhibition with my older kids. When I come home I will finish the Lesson 8, with the yoga. I cannot wait and everything else will have to wait until I get it done.

I am full of gratitude and light. I know I am going to the right direction.
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Message from God today:

On this day of your life, kati, I believe God wants you to know...     ...that enthusiasm means everything. Not just a little. Everything. If you are involved in some kind of project right now, or launching any personal endeavor, your enthusiasm (or lack of it) will directly determine how successful this undertaking will be. If you are not excited at the core of your being by it, drop it right now. If you are excited at the core of your being, demonstrate that in everything you think and say and do. You will not have to think but a second to know exactly why you received this message today. Love,  Your Friend ...