My meditation today: 1:30 pm (50 minutes)
This day started with a somewhat sad feeling as usual. But now I have decided to accept it. I look at my emotions as clouds in the sky and if there is a darker one coming, I just look at it for a while and let it go.
I watched a wonderful TED-talk this morning, by the poet Billy Collins. There were some great animations of his poems. This poem, about the dead, caught my attention. Particularly the last line “and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes”, made me cry. It is such a lovely thought!
The dead are always looking down on us, they say.
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.
They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a long afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.
I also got this message on facebook today. It is very true for me!
I also got this one
Yes. I know. It made me a bit sad to see it as I am all too aware of what I am missing but I try to think about it from a different point of view. I have my sexuality in me and the fact that there is no one to share it with right now, does not mean that there won´t be. There will be! After all, the message from God the other day said that God does not want to deny me love. If I desire love, then I am meant to have love.
And so it is.
....
It is going to happen tomorrow!
......
I had a very intensive meditation, with colors such as yellow ad red and images floating. I started with heart-centered meditation, focusing 5 minutes on heart breathing and appreciation. I also got a very intense feeling that I should get back to the University of Art and Design where I have studied and worked once upon a time. I realized that I have always wanted to get back there but have not considered myself worthy of such a highly respected place of prestige. But in my vision just now I saw myself there, wearing an Ellen Degeneres outfit, lecturing to the bright students of the University.
I feel energetic and excited and slightly anxious. What is the next step towards this goal? I know that I am guided there and I just take it easy now. Maybe I check if they have any positions open that I could apply? And if they haven´t, I let my subconscious mind figure out how to get there.
This day started with a somewhat sad feeling as usual. But now I have decided to accept it. I look at my emotions as clouds in the sky and if there is a darker one coming, I just look at it for a while and let it go.
I watched a wonderful TED-talk this morning, by the poet Billy Collins. There were some great animations of his poems. This poem, about the dead, caught my attention. Particularly the last line “and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes”, made me cry. It is such a lovely thought!
The dead are always looking down on us, they say.
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.
They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a long afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.
I also got this message on facebook today. It is very true for me!
I also got this one
Yes. I know. It made me a bit sad to see it as I am all too aware of what I am missing but I try to think about it from a different point of view. I have my sexuality in me and the fact that there is no one to share it with right now, does not mean that there won´t be. There will be! After all, the message from God the other day said that God does not want to deny me love. If I desire love, then I am meant to have love.
And so it is.
....
It is going to happen tomorrow!
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I had a very intensive meditation, with colors such as yellow ad red and images floating. I started with heart-centered meditation, focusing 5 minutes on heart breathing and appreciation. I also got a very intense feeling that I should get back to the University of Art and Design where I have studied and worked once upon a time. I realized that I have always wanted to get back there but have not considered myself worthy of such a highly respected place of prestige. But in my vision just now I saw myself there, wearing an Ellen Degeneres outfit, lecturing to the bright students of the University.
I feel energetic and excited and slightly anxious. What is the next step towards this goal? I know that I am guided there and I just take it easy now. Maybe I check if they have any positions open that I could apply? And if they haven´t, I let my subconscious mind figure out how to get there.
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