My meditation today: 6 am (40 minutes), 1 pm (20 minutes prayer meditation)

I woke up at 6 this morning, after seven hours of uninterrupted sleep. I meditated and took the dog out.

I had to take my son to a blood test this morning and was feeling nervous about it. I notice that whatever I need to do with my son makes me nervous. I fear that things go wrong and we are late and nothing works out. I realize I need to shake this feeling off.

Otherwise I feel okay. I have been writing, to sort my thoughts out, and it always helps. Later today I will go to my mom´s place as I always do on Fridays.

Here´s what I received today from Dr Christiane Northrup. She says this month of April is very powerful with all the eclipses and other things taking place in the skies:

Offer yourself to the Divine. Be spontaneous, be open, be flexible. The more you improvise on your feet the better! The more you can LET THE Divine LEAD. THAT's what's useful.

NOT memorizing your vision board. Not giving god a shopping list. But OFFERING oneself to the highest to be guided and used. Invite the Highest to occur in every way.

Cuz here's the truth. The more you know how to let go and let God right now, the more you can move in HARMONY with this wild pony. Not just "use it to get what you want' omg. Not masterminding outcomes and 'working this transit.' Trust me. Focus that way and the square may work YOU...to a frazzled pulp

BUT, if you know how to let go and be guided, a birth canal is invisibly already underway. Pace yourself, be methodically where you can, BREATHE, don't get too far ahead.

ONLY DO WHAT'S NEXT WHEREVER POSSIBLE. FIRST THINGS FIRST. Let go. Surrender. Breathe. Rest where you can. Drink water. Just the next thing. You may need to get a LOT done and that's fine! But Don't anticipate outcomes. A current problem may look VERY different by month's end or not even exist!

Just do the next thing. Call in the Highest.
Offer Yourself.
And give the rest to God.
Stay in the present.
And be careful driving. People are stressed.

If you don't know how to do ANY of this and are busy telling the universe how you're gonna control April, omg. Good luck lol.

Here's a different way.

ENORMOUSLY helpful to know how to OFFER problems to the Divine right now. That is the magic key. And has nothing to do with passivity or grasping.

Oh how I love the idea of letting God take care of things! I must meditate this for a while now. I will do a short prayer meditation where I let God know that I am ready to be guided, I will surrender and let go of everything!