My meditation yesterday: 5 pm (40 minutes)
My meditation today: 12 pm (40 minutes)
I have done a lot of tapping with Brad Yates to clean old blockages that prevent me from allowing love in my love. Paradoxically, I have also broken up with the nice man I have been (kinda) seeing since last summer. So - seems like I want to attract more love in my life while letting go love that is already here. I do not quite understand this myself but this is where I am. There was love available for me but it did not feel right and made me anxious. It also wore me out. The first time in my life I had the courage to walk away from a relationship. I have a very strong desire to find true love and I take the desire as an indication that the love is out there somewhere, looking for me, and I do not have to lower my standards and to be content with less than what I am deserving.
The tapping has helped me enormously! I know whenever the Pain hits, I can do some tapping.
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I feel extreme tiredness. I need to lie down a bit.
My meditation today: 12 pm (40 minutes)
I have done a lot of tapping with Brad Yates to clean old blockages that prevent me from allowing love in my love. Paradoxically, I have also broken up with the nice man I have been (kinda) seeing since last summer. So - seems like I want to attract more love in my life while letting go love that is already here. I do not quite understand this myself but this is where I am. There was love available for me but it did not feel right and made me anxious. It also wore me out. The first time in my life I had the courage to walk away from a relationship. I have a very strong desire to find true love and I take the desire as an indication that the love is out there somewhere, looking for me, and I do not have to lower my standards and to be content with less than what I am deserving.
The tapping has helped me enormously! I know whenever the Pain hits, I can do some tapping.
...
I feel extreme tiredness. I need to lie down a bit.
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