My meditation yesterday: 2 pm (30 minutes).
My meditation today: 5.50 am (30 minutes)
After 4 days in the spa with lot of exercise and me-time, I feel better. The Reike-healing particularly turned out to be a good thing. I feel somehow lighter. The healer said that I have been too hard on myself and have not let the healing energy of the Universe in. This really made me think about my situation. When one thinks of all the things I have gone through during the last 2 years (a surprise separation after 25 years of marriage, losing my job, my son´s depression that prevents him from going to school...)it is a true miracle I am still here, as a functioning human being who is even able to enjoy life, at least most of the time.
I have a sore throat right now and seems like I am getting the flu. But I think that it is probably good and a sign that I have finally released some of the resistance and the obsession of being strong.
I have done a really good job! I am proud of myself! I have not become bitter or angry and even though I often slide back into anxiety about the future, most of the time I manage to stay optimistic. It is not true that I haven´t gotten anything "done" during this one year of sabbatical! I have done lots! I have taken care of myself and my family and been there for my troubled youngest son. So what if I haven´t made any money but burned my inheritance instead! If ever money is well spent it is when you spend it to your loved ones!
Why do I forget this all the time?
Yesterday I found this message from Abraham on FB:
All is well, and you will never get it done. Life is supposed to be fun. No one is taking score of any kind, and if you will stop taking score so much, you will feel a whole lot better — and as you feel a whole lot better, more of the things that you want right now will flow to you.
You will never be in a place where all of the things that you are wanting will be satisfied right now, or then you could be complete — and you never can be.
This incomplete place that you stand is the best place that you could be. You are right on track, right on schedule. Everything is unfolding perfectly. All is really well. Have fun. Have fun. Have fun!
It was as if Abraham had spoken to me!
So now I just relax! I enjoy the end of the year festivities, spend time (and, heck, money too!) with my family and loved ones and TRUST THAT ALL IS WELL AND THE YEAR 2014 WILL BE THE GREATEST EVER!!!
My meditation today: 5.50 am (30 minutes)
After 4 days in the spa with lot of exercise and me-time, I feel better. The Reike-healing particularly turned out to be a good thing. I feel somehow lighter. The healer said that I have been too hard on myself and have not let the healing energy of the Universe in. This really made me think about my situation. When one thinks of all the things I have gone through during the last 2 years (a surprise separation after 25 years of marriage, losing my job, my son´s depression that prevents him from going to school...)it is a true miracle I am still here, as a functioning human being who is even able to enjoy life, at least most of the time.
I have a sore throat right now and seems like I am getting the flu. But I think that it is probably good and a sign that I have finally released some of the resistance and the obsession of being strong.
I have done a really good job! I am proud of myself! I have not become bitter or angry and even though I often slide back into anxiety about the future, most of the time I manage to stay optimistic. It is not true that I haven´t gotten anything "done" during this one year of sabbatical! I have done lots! I have taken care of myself and my family and been there for my troubled youngest son. So what if I haven´t made any money but burned my inheritance instead! If ever money is well spent it is when you spend it to your loved ones!
Why do I forget this all the time?
Yesterday I found this message from Abraham on FB:
All is well, and you will never get it done. Life is supposed to be fun. No one is taking score of any kind, and if you will stop taking score so much, you will feel a whole lot better — and as you feel a whole lot better, more of the things that you want right now will flow to you.
You will never be in a place where all of the things that you are wanting will be satisfied right now, or then you could be complete — and you never can be.
This incomplete place that you stand is the best place that you could be. You are right on track, right on schedule. Everything is unfolding perfectly. All is really well. Have fun. Have fun. Have fun!
It was as if Abraham had spoken to me!
So now I just relax! I enjoy the end of the year festivities, spend time (and, heck, money too!) with my family and loved ones and TRUST THAT ALL IS WELL AND THE YEAR 2014 WILL BE THE GREATEST EVER!!!
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