My meditation today: 9 am (40 minutes)

Last night at bedtime I listened to Ho´oponopono-meditation video on Theta-waves. I fell asleep in the end but woke up with my ear-phones on. When I tried to get back to sleep I felt strange restlessness. Images were flickering in my eyes and my whole body was tingling.

It was an odd feeling, a bit scary but not too much. I managed to fall asleep and had vivid dreams of being somewhere with my kids, in a house owned by someone special. Was that a prediction? 

As a result of an interesting chain of synchronities, I was guided to the song At last, by Etta Adams: 

At last my love has come along
My lonely days are over 
and life is like a song

At Last the skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clovers 
the night I looked at you

I found a dream that I can speak to

I was never spellbound by a starry sky

What is there to moon glow, when love has passed you by
Then there came a midnight and the world was new
Now here am I so spellbound, darling

Not by stars, but just by you

A dream that I can call my own

I found a thrill to press my cheek to
A thrill I've never known
You smiled and then the spell was cast
And here we are in Heaven

For you are mine at last

Last night I was on Youtube and found two articles on Oprah-site:

www.oprah.com/relationships/How-to-Find-Love-Do-Magic-Lists-Work/1

www.oprah.com/spirit/Martha-Beck-on-How-Magic-Lists-Help-You-Get-What-You-Want

The former tells a story of a woman who, after having been unlucky in love, went to a psychic and was told to write a magic list of 100 qualities she wanted in her soulmate. She did this and sure enough, the man matching the 98 of the criteria walked into her life. 

Martha Beck, a life coach, explained this in a very interesting way. She said that such lists work on one condition: that they are written in a place called the Core of Peace. This is a place of soul connection, where the person is at peace with her life and world and content with things just the way they are. Unfortunately, many of us release requests from another place, called the Shallows. This is a place where the person runs away her troubles and tries to fill her inner emptiness with money, stuff and relationships. 

According to Beck, there is piece missing in the picture. There is a thing between the places that she calls the Ring of Fire. When you go through hardships in your life, your shallow part (=Ego?) burns away in the Ring of Fire.  

"Perhaps when our shallow desires burn away and we write what we really want, we're primed to notice veins of gold in every part of life. Maybe list-making simply focuses our attention on what was always available.”

This thought inspired me greatly. That the song At last came to me today is most definitively as sign that “my lonely days are over”.

Yay!!!!!