My meditation yesterday: 12 pm (50 minutes)
My meditation today: 12:30 (40 minutes)
Life is so strange! After a really difficult time seems like I am reaching for the light. There is so much gratitude and love in my heart right now. Yesterday I had the most amazing, intensive, mind blowing meditation. Colors, shapes, transcendence. Afterwards I lied down on my bed and just enjoyed the aftermath of my journey to beyond. I felt connected and peaceful. Also - I keep seeing flashes of a face, a face of a man who I think is my soulmate. I can feel his presence.
Last night I went to a concert with a friend of mine. Lisa Nilsson, a swedish singer sang for us for 2 hours. She is wonderful! Her voice is so pure and yet so powerful and she radiates love and beauty. My particular favorite was the song Var är du min vän (Where are you my friend?). It is a bitter-sweet song of longing and love and not giving up. It makes me cry but in a good way.
Tonight I am going to have my birthday dinner with my kids, my mom and a good friend. They are my family now and though there is one missing, I am able to enjoy wholeheartedly of what i`ve got for I have plenty!
My meditation today: 12:30 (40 minutes)
Life is so strange! After a really difficult time seems like I am reaching for the light. There is so much gratitude and love in my heart right now. Yesterday I had the most amazing, intensive, mind blowing meditation. Colors, shapes, transcendence. Afterwards I lied down on my bed and just enjoyed the aftermath of my journey to beyond. I felt connected and peaceful. Also - I keep seeing flashes of a face, a face of a man who I think is my soulmate. I can feel his presence.
Last night I went to a concert with a friend of mine. Lisa Nilsson, a swedish singer sang for us for 2 hours. She is wonderful! Her voice is so pure and yet so powerful and she radiates love and beauty. My particular favorite was the song Var är du min vän (Where are you my friend?). It is a bitter-sweet song of longing and love and not giving up. It makes me cry but in a good way.
Tonight I am going to have my birthday dinner with my kids, my mom and a good friend. They are my family now and though there is one missing, I am able to enjoy wholeheartedly of what i`ve got for I have plenty!
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