My meditation today: 12 pm (40 minutes)
I was pondering my single status today as it is something that keeps bugging me the most right now. I do not want to be single! But nothing I have done to change it, seems to work. In fact, whenever I intentionally do something to find someone, such as go check online dating sites, I start feeling irritated and anxious. Somehow the action always pushes me off my trajectory. I start feeling frustrated and hopeless.
And yet they say you should do something to make your desire manifest. You cannot win the lottery if you don´t buy the lottery ticket!
So what should I do?
I probably should go out there! I have stayed home for long enough! This thought actually occurred to me right now. I should go where there are the kind of men that I could imagine being able to connect with.
There is another point of consideration: I realize I am going through a major spiritual transformation. I most definitively need a man who is growing the same pace with me and with who I can genuinely share what we both have learned.
Maybe I am just not ready for love yet?
The answer to this and other questions will arrive in due time. I must learn to trust the Universal timing that is always perfect.
I was pondering my single status today as it is something that keeps bugging me the most right now. I do not want to be single! But nothing I have done to change it, seems to work. In fact, whenever I intentionally do something to find someone, such as go check online dating sites, I start feeling irritated and anxious. Somehow the action always pushes me off my trajectory. I start feeling frustrated and hopeless.
And yet they say you should do something to make your desire manifest. You cannot win the lottery if you don´t buy the lottery ticket!
So what should I do?
I probably should go out there! I have stayed home for long enough! This thought actually occurred to me right now. I should go where there are the kind of men that I could imagine being able to connect with.
There is another point of consideration: I realize I am going through a major spiritual transformation. I most definitively need a man who is growing the same pace with me and with who I can genuinely share what we both have learned.
Maybe I am just not ready for love yet?
The answer to this and other questions will arrive in due time. I must learn to trust the Universal timing that is always perfect.
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